It's impossible for me to fully express just how amazing my birthday was yesterday. It's been many years since I was last with anyone and on my last few birthdays I was feeling quite depressed on the day. (So bad in fact I spent one whole morning crying)
The day before my birthday this year I was having very bad mood swings and just wanted to be away from people and cancel lunch plans with my family so I can go out somewhere and be alone. I spent the whole day being irritated at my mom for no reason (except all the little reasons that a rational person would not react to.)
At 10ish that night I was able to talk to 🐼 before he went to sleep for work the next day. We got off the phone around 11:30 so he can go to sleep. But 30 minutes at midnight he texts me happy birthday - which surprised me more than anything else. He then ended up calling me when he saw that I responded right away and we talked some more. My mood started feeling better at this point
The next day I woke up in the morning but still want to cancel lunch plans due to eating too much meat lately and I was having 火氣 flare-ups as a result. So I let my mom know I didn't want to go for lunch any more especially since we had another reservation for the day after also. I ended up heading to Brea mall by myself to redeem some birthday goodies and buy myself some tea from T2. I spent such a long time enjoying myself and looking at things that by the time I was done it was a bit too trafficy to head to Disney like I originally planned to do after.
At this point I get a call and he tells me he is leaving work early due to the lighter patient schedule today. We end up meeting near our homes for a raid (yes, people still play pokemon go) and he has a bouquet of happy birthday balloons in his car.
Surprise! Surprise! Here are 4 mylar balloons and 2 japanese cheesecakes from Uncle Tetsu for your birthday! Turns out he drove to Arcadia mall on his lunch to pick up cake for me. It was at this point my heart swelled three sizes and I got a bit teary eyed. I don't remember the last time I've felt so much love in my heart.
